From JoaN to JoaN

～半情歌。一首唱不完的歌～

2010-10-14T10:13:00.000-07:00

“ 你的明天有多快乐，不是我的，我们的爱是唱一半歌。”

今天是自上个学期后你第二次和我笑而我和你说再见。。。
感觉和第一次不同。。。
没有了期待，没有了兴奋。。。

你的笑容。。依然好看。。可是却好像多了很多故事。。。
我最近掺进你们那班朋友了。。
可是却让我发现很多我接受不到的东西。。。
你们里面真的很乱。。。
可是你也是这样吗。。？

朋友说我放下你了。。。
我却说。。。我不是放下。。。
而是把你列为不可能。。
我也不想去做那么多到最后还是伤心。。。
我知道男生都是爱那种弱弱，爱撒娇的女生。。。

很多话。。已经不想，也没有动力再去说了。。
我只希望你能加油。。。
不要再逃课。。。
下次见面。。还能笑一下。。
大家都努力吧！

这么远那么近

2010-10-03T05:40:00.000-07:00

有时候。。缘份真的很令人难以捉摸。。。
我明明每天都见着这个人。。。
明明我就认识他。。。
也明明有很多机会和他接触。。。。
我却不懂在怕什么。。。

人人都说你很友善。。。
而我却觉得你那么难以容入。。。
那天你走过来。。。站我旁边。。。
我们之间就只有一把短尺那么近。。。
我却只有想跑掉的感觉。。。

不懂为什么。。。发觉你对着我有尴尬的表情。。。
为了不让我们都尴尬。。。
每次只要和你有少许接触。。
我都会走掉。。

你有你生活。。。人人都说你是个自由自在的人。。。
我希望剩下的十二个星期。。。大家都会开开心心的。。。

My Foundation Year 1 Sem 2 ^-^

2010-09-06T19:39:00.000-07:00

Wohoo....14 weeks pass again!!!! Finish my sem 2!!!
More two weeks will be my last sem in Foundation!!! XD
Let us overviewed what i had done in this semester...
This semester are very very very busy..many assignment...presentation,discussion.....T.T
but im so glad that all of our presentation oso very nice!!!
Let's see....
First is my 5 minute speech...hmm..i talk about "preparation before singing"..My favourite topic....
tat day was quite nervous before i present...
but...not bad..quite good comment frm miss chuah..^^

Second presentation will be our sketch...Funny....
i want dance PILI PALA with Vini...Lol....
in sketch, i be a naughty student...hehe

Third, our dramatic performance...Wohoo...that's great that day!!
Im be a small princess which is alice...
And we all had a very very nice night tat day....Rock it stream X!!!

Forth,our management presentation...ADIDAS!!!
not bad oso!!!gt a quite good comment!!!

and last is our Socialization presentation..
that one so funny..cos we tk funny video...thx jeffery, yee min and sophia...for helping us...^^
that day our stream still had a crazy photo shooting session after present..
Stream X!! really suitable to be model....haha

Come!!lets share urs some photo...

Sociolization.. ADIDAS!! Dramatic^^sketch....^^

Is a great ending for Semester 2!!!!!Happy!!!!^^

S.A.D.

2010-09-02T00:43:00.000-07:00

Dunknw y....Owes feel sad recently....

Owes feel tat no matter what things i meet, what ppl i meet oso sad.....

I got a feelings that i dun wanna live in this situation...wanna run away....

For last weeks, the last day for my sem2.....i should be happy and very glad day...

However....everything spoiled by my friend...

I really sad about that....

and dunknw y she owes show me black face this few days...

Seriously...i hate to c ppl black face...especially her...

the ppl should black face is me...

why are her..??? i try to smile and talk with her...she show me black face too..

I dunknw i cn tahan till when....

I just wanna shout out and say PLS STOP THAT!!!

And sometime i think about him...i will feel sad too...

Just feel very tired sometime...cos try hard to be close to u but not dare....I wanna someone to help me..but i can't find it...

If I Can.........

2010-08-26T05:32:00.000-07:00

If i can...

I hope I can walk alone....

I hope I can eat alone....

I hope I can sing alone...

I hope I can read alone...

I hope I can stand alone...

I hope I can smile alone...

I hope I can cry alone.....

I hope I can being alone...

Seriously...... I want alone.....

My starting of Y1S2....

2010-06-27T10:26:00.000-07:00

Long time did not update my blog ler....
but nvamind lar...oso just few ppl see...haha...
hmm...finally....finally....going to my Y1S2....
Is week 5 ady...many assignment going to rush....

but.....we still got time to go sing K and shopping...
below show what we do on the first few weeks...haha...

Sushi king at Tesco....Yummy!!

Shopping,sing K.....with Vicee,Jon,Chai Yee,yee Min,Hui un and Vini...

At the end...becos of play till too late..thy all overnight at my hse....^^

Is a good beginning of my sem 2...
i knw that it sure will be something trouble in the middle....

but for me....i want to be happy everyday...
i won't let ppl bully me and those my friends...

I want all my best friend happy owes and me so....^^

Finally...

2010-05-14T04:15:00.000-07:00

finally finally finally...
get my sem one result...
athough not soooo good as others...
but i oso happy...]
cos i pass all...and cn continue to next sem...
hmm...i can do it!!
next sem i want to tk more good in my exam...
and congratulation to all my fren hu get good result...
and those...dunt sad....next sem do well...i support u all!!
c u guys on 31 of may...^^

Sometime i really feel annoying to hear all those things....

2010-04-27T07:19:00.000-07:00

Actually....

Sometimes...

i really feel annoying to listen all those things...

I cant tell wat those things here...

Actually...

i just hope that....

i can living in a quiet and peace enviroment....

Actually...

im not a dustbin and im not a toy...

pls don't find me whn u need me or wanna use me...

after that...throwing me away....

Actually...

im not what things also not care not bother no feelings...

I oso is a human who has feelings....

Actually....

You can don't be friend with me or hate me....

but pls don't pretend you are my friend if you hate me....

Actually....

I can be alone....

I can live without anyone....

Seriously...i really feel annoying to listen all those things!!Im Not Dustbin for u all to throw things to me...IM HUMAN...

明天以后

2010-04-14T04:17:00.000-07:00

在你的记忆里面有一个我。。。

在你最痛苦的时候陪你渡过。。。

难过过了天晴朗了。。。

我就走。。。

你的好你的坏你的脾气我最懂。。。

我不要你来心疼我。。。

明天的以后。。。我们会懂。。。

失恋的挫折让人变更成熟。。。

我对你感觉深过爱情。。。

因为有你给我勇气给我用不完的运气。。。

其实也想好好爱你。。。

只怕到最后不小心让你伤心。。。

我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起。。。

最后看你在别人怀里。。。

还微笑祝福你。。。

靠自己。。。

2010-04-11T10:15:00.000-07:00

最近真的是。。。。
我都不懂为什么会多出那么多多余的东西出现。。。
现在想回去。。。
更本就是很多不该想的。。。
应该是要去想想一些值得我去想的东西吧~
爸爸妈咪。。。
我知道你们的意思了。。。
我会做好心理准备。。。
目前我也会考好我的试。。。
大家一起加油~

路还有很长。。。
所有发生过的事。。。我会把它当经验。。。
所有对我不好的人。。我要对你们说谢谢。。。
所有从一开始就在我身边的人。。。。
我会一个一个把你们放进心里。。。

我要靠我自己。。。不需要别人。。。
妈咪说过不可以拖累别人。。。
我就要做到~

The Conclude of my sem 1 2010

2010-04-08T00:54:00.000-07:00

Ady week 12 for my sem 1 lar...

The second time of Sem 1...

Hmm....the Lecture hall and tutorial room is same...

but the ppl inside the hall and room is all different...All the subject also different...

This batch and last batch....for me....totally different....

This batch...many of us not same in age....not same in characteristics...not same in experience and so on~

Although got many challenges during this sem...studies,assignment,test,presentation and friendship.....

but i'm sure that it will be a good experience in my coming sem2 and life...

Let me share to urs my sem one work...

First presentation for us is Sociology...

hmm...not bad in this presentation....is a good start for us....

Second presentation is the radio play of Basic English..

We are quite enjoy on this presentation...cos it is very funny....

and we have done quite good on this...

My group members for this are Alex,chonghui,andrew and jonathan...

my group members are...Yee min,chonghui,jonathan,andrew and me.....

Third presentation is principles of economics...

This presentation not so good for us..

may be because of lack of preparation...but we will take this as an experience....

Group members same as Sociology presentation~

And the final presentation for me is Critical Thinking which drop on yesterday lecture class...

hmm...i think this will be the good ending for me in this semester's presentation...

Group members....chonghui,yee min,stephy.....

Thank you for all of u who work together with me....

especially those who almost all presentation and assignment group also same with me....

Thx chonghui,yee min,andrew and jonathan...

Good luck to urs in ur final and next semester...

And...good luck to me too...Sem 2...im coming!

Is enough for me...

2010-03-11T21:50:00.000-08:00

My life is changing and changing lately...
The oli thing that not change is wai yee still be with me...and im still be with her...
it is great...but y two of us till today also cnt find someone tat totally cn knw us well....
we are not born to let ppl laugh,let ppl comment,let ppl fool,let ppl cheat....
whn we are serious, pls don't treat us as fool....not every sorry oso cn get back nevermind...
i'm put effort to do some things recently but i get back something zero....
i feel myself like a fool to do all this....
really....
my spirit,my time all waste....
I just wanna say that no next time for me anymore...not to be a fool anymore....
It's end....totally end....go away frm me....
I won't get close to whoever or whatever that will hurt me...
is enough for me...
Stop frm this moment....

Recently~

2010-02-26T17:03:00.000-08:00

Recently happened many things...
Many bad thnings ...
my hand injured..
many of my may intake frens gonna to leave UTAR...
the friendship of my sem one fren getting worst and worst...
seems like i back to the day tat my leg injured...
no happiness in my life anymore...
when go to school..
all pretend so happy but actually not..
all pretend so friend but actually not...
where are we??
where are the friendship that we have before...
where is the day that we hang out together??
i really don't want wat the things happened in last year..happend again..
i cnt accpt the second time~
i need a rest...
im full of unhappy things...
suddenly so miss Wai Yee~
Just her won't gv me stress and sadness...
but she so fast will finish her third sem~
after that i will be alone here and face all the problem...
hu cn help me??

My Sweet CNY...^^

2010-02-17T04:03:00.000-08:00

YeAH....Finally CNY ady...
Thursday after school i back from kampar with my brother....
So excited to go home ady..hehe
I can see my mummy ady finish decorate and prepare all the things ady...

When the 30th night...we all around 15 ppl eat dinner 2gether..haha^^
Then 年初一 we all wake uo early to take ang pao..this year my grandpa add money ady leh..haha...
年初二and三。。。go take angpao again..haha...
thn 2day...ady back kampar lur...lecture class so few ppl leh....
i think 2ml will be many ppl ger lar..^^

my bro and me....

Happy Chinese new year to all of you yar....

We play mahjong leh...^^

RAINY DAY~

2010-02-10T06:32:00.000-08:00

2day really is a tired day leh...
10:30 go to school...fetch by alex...
then walk from block D to Block D...
after the tutorial class....
we go old town eat our lunch..
two cars with eleven ppl...
jacob,alex,jonathan,alvin,stephy,chai yee,yee min,chonghui,kah wai,winnie and me...
we all wear black and white 2day leh...hehe
after eating...we go to the pet shop to c puppy...
so cute ar that puppy...we play happily thr..
thn we go to KTM station to accompany jonathan buy ticket...
then later on jacob whole car accompany chonghui and yee min go cut hair...
alex,me,jonathan decide to back to campus first...because too tired ady..
we meet andrew while walking to block B...
then we go ICTC online 2gether..
after 4 o'clock we all go to attend the critical thinking class...
Sunddenly..all becum so emo...include me...
may be i listen someone say something so guo fen gua...
after class...i go to eastgate thr wait for my bro..
suddenly...rain heavyly leh...
i stand thr alone..luckily the guard gv me the umbrella...
thx yar...
the dark sky and rainy day make me more down again...haih

The umbrella tat guard gv to me...

After that..when i back home...somethng unhappy happened again..haih...really a emo day..

2ml will be back to Ipoh for chinese new year ady...

hope i will enjoy the CNY2010..HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

全westlake都停了电。。。

2010-02-08T16:51:00.000-08:00

as what TANK sing..全世界都停了电。。全世界白雪满天。。。haha...
last night around 12 sumthng (a.m.) im adi fall sleep..
suddenly i feel so hot...oli i realize that the whole westlake of kampar no electric...
omg...wai yee just back home...and me alone in hostel...so dark leh...
then i tk tat present tat alvin gv wai yee to light up my room...

this make me can see star and moon in the room...
so beautiful...^^

Thank you to Alex and Jonathan call me...athough i dint hang up ur phone yar Jonathan...^^
and thx Jacob and wai yee accompany me sms....

almost two sumthing... finally the electricity was recover....
then i faster go to sleep ler...^^

oh ya...thx again to Alex for ur beautiful rose....

HaPpY Valentine and Happy Chinese new year to you!!

Funny Model Search...

2010-02-05T11:05:00.000-08:00

Today...we were having a "GROUP 4 MODEL SEARCH"...hahaha

You see our sot sot action....this photo we take at block G there leh...

all act as model...i think we all shud attend the "funny model search"...

haha..is happy to being with yours...^^

CRaZy GanG....HapPy GanG...

2010-02-05T03:12:00.000-08:00

Yesterday night we all are having a steamboat party at Vicee hse...
Thy are jonathan,yee min,chonghui,jacob,stephy,kah wai,alex,winnie,chai yee,dolphin,宇勤，andrew,ah bi,vicee and his gf,wai yee and me and so on join this crazy party 2gether..^^
we bought many things and some beers and wain....after eating,we start to sing loudly 2gether...
jonathan tk a funny music video thr too....haha
ltr on..we play true or dare at thr...starting asking some private question...
after that we have second round steamboat again...hahaha....

AFTER THE SECOND ROUND......

we went to westlake basketball court chatting and playing thr....
jonathan use bicycle to fetch me..haha...am i so "ringan" leh??
i knw is yes...hahaha....
we chat and chat...eat at eat at thr till 4 a.m. thn i go back home sleep ady...
cos 2ml 8a.m. class....

THE 8 a.m. CLASS OF TODAY....

Wah...all are so tired and feel sleepy in the lecture hall....
Z..z...z...
After class we all back to our own hostel to sleep...
Until 3 o'clock...
me,jonathan,yee min,jacob,alex and stephy accomppany chai yee to old town public bank...
after that...we have lunch at PIZZA HUT...
All of us eat jor RM111.30 leh...
haha....
thn we plan ltr on will go vicee hse to hv our dinner...
dunknw today will play till wat time leh???
haha....
We really is a crazy happy gang leh....^^

A Great Saturday....

2010-01-31T02:30:00.000-08:00

Yesterday...i went to JUSCO with Wai Yee, Jonathan, Jacob, Stephy and Kah Wai...
Jacob fetch thy all come Ipoh frm Kampar early morning cos thy want buy CNY clothes^^...
Jacob and Jonathan buy a lot of long sleeve shirt leh..is it becos of sumone owes wear long sleeve shirt leh??haha...
later on we go to watch movie..."THE SPY NEXT DOOR"
A quite funny movie..haha
after that we go and join Kar Kar...cos she come back frm Singapore mah...
We go station one cafe yum cha and chit chat...
We wait for Kuan come wait jor so long ar...Kuan...Next time don't be late lar...
Thn Wai Yee follow me go TESCO buy CNY clothes..
but two of us try and try oso dint hv a suitable clothes at the end leh...
So she follow me back home and wait her dad come and fetch her..
my dad belanja us eat ice cream ar..haha...
Such a great saturday for me...but tired leh...hehe...^^

再一次。。。我认识了你们。。。

2010-01-31T02:18:00.000-08:00

回来utar已经有两个星期了。。。
和以前一样。。认识了一班朋友。。。
所有东西都好像回去以前刚刚入学一样...
唯一不一样的就是我觉得自己好像经历了很多,很难去相信人了...
由其是朋友...
我在想我现在刚认识的朋友能维持多久呢??他们是不是永远都那么真那么简单呢??
还是是我自己变得复杂了??
去年我也有着一群很好的朋友..可是到最后很多都是变了..
由其是跌伤脚那段时间...发生的事真的是很伤我..
传言一大堆...blog和fb都给人讲...
甚至连我的朋友也一直给人讲....
而我在家更本都动不到,想反驳都没机会...
而我的好朋友只是帮我出一下声就给人shoot到狗血淋头...
到了今天我还是有想出声的冲动..但是我知道已经没有point了...
我希望我这次认识到的朋友全都是好的...

我会对你们很好的...老实说...我很需要朋友....真心的朋友....

Happy family~ Happy celebration~

2010-01-25T09:07:00.000-08:00

Yeah....First time eat with you all leh...
2day we have a surprise birthday party with song and dom at purple forest....^^
Thn the waiter at thr gv us free ice-cream...so good ar...
After we having dinner we start to sing birthday song and keep on take pic at thr...

Banana chocolate cake..^^

less lai wei leh....next time must all gather 2gether ady...

After finish the celebration,we go to pasar malam then westlake then go out eat 'luk luk'....really thx wai yee fetch me ar..haha

hmm..HAPPY BIRTHDAY to both of you ar...song and dom...wish u happy everyday and enjoy your life ar...FRIENDSHIP FOREVER...

Week 1 in Kampar.....both of us....

2010-01-21T05:10:00.000-08:00

Finally back to here ady...
Monday suppose to be the first day of class....
so better don't want late to campus...
but i hvnt knw my timetable at all leh..
so early mrning...i hv to go to the office to take the timetable..
i arv thr ady 8 sumthngs..
after i luk at my timetable...omg...8 o'clock ady got class ady...
so my bro faster fetch me frm blck A to blck D...
but i ady late for half hour...and outside the lecture hall no ppl at thr...
but i oso hv to go in leh...haih...so lak seh loh all ppl oso looking at me late...
Then i found that all oso got a gang gang friend geh...me dunknw thm so cnt join ar...
luckily start on tuesday wai yee owes accompany me....she go for my lecture class and i go for her lecture class..(ltr let lecturer c dao jau cham lor)^-^
then both of us start like b4 gem...
talking loudly in class...laugh loudly in class...haha...
aiya...this is wat the behaviour of both of us lah...
thx for accompany me lar..ji mui..if not sienx sei me ar...
feel so lonely geh...
glad to hv this friend..owes be with me...^^

The suffer half year of ME

2010-01-21T05:06:00.000-08:00

Time really gone very fast leh....
since im injured till now ady half year ady...
What i had did this last half year?
hmm...just got two place can let me stay thr lar...
one is hospital one is my home....
thn i watch movie frm morning till night frm night to mrning..
wait har wait har...thn jau recover ady lar....
this half month is the most suffer life to me...
i hvnt try that i cry for many times...
but luckily all is gone...and me can walk ady lar...
although not so smooth...but better than last time walk oso cnt walk mar...

"simen" my leg...:(

But i knw this is all over ady lar...Good lesson to me oso...
Teach me how to be strong..
hmm...I want to thx all the frens who caring me during that period of time...
especially..boon keong...who sent me to hospital..
Wai Yee, Wei Pin, Pei Juan and Steven..who firstly come to help me..
and friends who msg me or call me....Suet Leng,Ah boy,Stiffler,Steven,Kar Kar,Kuan,Koon,Yan Yee,Wai hong,Elaine,Pei Yan,Frandy,Ah Song, Lai Wei, Jia Yin, Mei Foong, Choo Choo, Lai Yin and so on who care about me...
Thank You very much....^-^